Settling In

Good news I´ve moved into a state of settling down.  I arrived in Banos the town that I will be studying Spanish and teaching English.  For me settling down looks quite different than the average bloak.  Lately I have been around many English and Austranlian people and picking up their language very well!  Now Spanish on the other hand is proving to be challenging.  However, I start my Spanish school tomorrow and I am desperately hoping that in 3 weeks I can at least start communicating some better information to my waitstaff.  ¨"Senor, puede ketchup?" "Senor, puede salsa verdaaaay?" "Senor, cuanto cuesta el terminal de autobus?"  Shoot, I never realized how important it would be to convey simple messages such as the ketchup. I mean papas fritas are a bit bland without the salsa de tomate!!  In addition to my Spanish-language-waitstaff dreams I have also had some insight on my fears.  After embarking on my journey and being vulnerable to all the potential perils I recognize how my fears in the states are insignificant ahora.  If I can take a big leap of faith into the unknown and surrender to my dreams and wishes in spite of all my challenges then why the heck can´t I call the person back who I have a crush on!  Travel is about surrender and faith.  I was reading tonight about faith.  Faith entails knowing the direction that we are going.  I am glad that definition is cleared up because it´s been a bit fuzzy for me at times.  Even amidst the difference in continent and culture my goals have held steadfast.  Mi corazon esta contento.  If I was experiencing the looming self doubt that as a Virgo woman I often do then my trip would be misery.  Instead I am still strong in my conviction that this was and is the best path for me.  I started my first day at the volunteer organization Arte del Mundo.  I was impressed with their design and structure with literacy and art in the community.  I shadowed one of the English teachers and participated in helping with my poco knowledge.  I am super excited to teach my own class and get to know the local children better.  I am sure they will receive me the same fashion as do the children back home.  Pato, pato, GANSO!!  All of the volunteers have been warm and hospitable to the new gringa on the block.  I hope to contribute in a good and lasting way for this organization.  In the mean time the best thing I can do is practice my Spanish.  "Senor......"